Fall TV

Well, I showed up for class twice this week. SURPRISE!! I've had a couple of thing I wanted to talk about but it's Friday and they aren't for Fridays. So, you get my favorite fall tv shows. This could be long because I love me some tv.

I'm linking up with Melissa for her October Blogging Challenge.

The New Kids

Gotham

I wasn't sure how this show was going to be. I like Batman and all but I didn't really think it was about Batman. Just about Gotham. Well, it's awesome as hell. I watched the first episode last night and I really enjoyed it. Plus there's some eye candy in it as well. You might remember him from the O.C. Seriously though, it's hard not to think of him as Ryan. Somethings you never grow out of. A little fun fact for you, one of my most favorite things about any Batman movie, is Alfred. I love Alfred. I don't know why, I just do. And he's in Gotham too. =) 

Bad Judge

Ok, so the first episode wasn't on until last night, but I still loved it. We all wish that as adults we could act like hot messes and still get our job done. We can't. But Judge Rebecca still manages to get it to work for her. Critics are saying this show sucks and it won't be on much longer. We'll see. Until then, I'll enjoy living vicariously through her.

The Tried and True

Sons of Anarchy

We're in the last season of this motorcycle club drama. And Jax is gonna find out who killed his wife. Even if he has to kill the whole town of Charming. Sorry for the spoiler. I forget that not everybody is watching live. The first three episodes of the season we're slow, but this weeks lit the whole season on fire. Mr. Sutter, the show's writer, finally brought back some of the humor too. I'll probably go jump off a bridge when the show is over. I won't know what to do without my trusty MC every week. Then there's Gemma. I'm not gonna lie, I was always Team Gemma. I couldn't stand Tara. But now the woman has lost her ever loving mind and is really hard to like. 

Parenthood

Again, another show in it's last season. Which makes me sad. I love shows about families. And this one makes me cry every week. What's not to love? The family problems seem like actual problems people would have. If you need a good cry, and then something to make you feel better, this is the show for you.

That's all I got today. What are your favorite fall shows? Anything you think I should be watching?

It's Been a While

Since I've linked up with Kathy for some confessions. I can easily bang out a post on Monday and Tuesday but come Wednesday I'm done. Not this week though!

- I hate Sprint. I can't believe I let Blake talk me in to leaving AT&T. It won't happen again. Seriously, my service sucks, they are waaaay expensive, and Blake and I have both had a phone we bought from them just quit working. I know that isn't really their fault, but it just seems fishy to me. I won't be renewing my contract with them when my contract ends. Unfortunately I believe that's a little less than two years away.

this is what a phone call sounds like

- My back has been really sore for the past few days. I went to Urgent Care today  because I couldn't wait to see my doctor on Friday because owww. I apparently have muscle spasms. I mean, what is that? What is going on exactly? I got some drugs. I took one pain pill and everything was fuzzy. I'll stick to the booze. I just want to feel better though.

- I'm gonna get personal for a minute. I feel like a cow. I haven't gained any weight but I just feel terrible. My body is so not where I want it to be. I don't want to have six pack abs or an ass like Kim K's, I just want to feel comfortable in my own skin. Blake bought us an elliptical two weeks ago and I've only used it once. I need the motivation but can't find it. I eat out way way too much. It's embarrassing. But sometimes, my job doesn't have the right schedule to eat healthy home cooked food. I need help. Blahhhh.

- This is so embarrassing....I downloaded the Kim Kardashian Hollywood app. I'm so disappointed in myself. I can't even explain why I did it and now I can't stop playing. Can I get an intervention?

Whoopie knows what's up.

- Thanks to Amanda I decided I had to have the Sephora Summer Stash. When I saw that they had the Stila Eye Shadow Foil in there I knew I had to have. That and the Urban Decay Setting Spray. It was worth every dime. And I bought a deluxe sample size of Better Than Sex that came with an eyeliner because I wanted free shipping. I'm starting to have a makeup problem. I don't even wear makeup that much. But I need all the makeup please. Plus the bag it came in is super sparkly. Love it. Watch for a review - don't get too excited for one. Who knows if it will happen.

Do you have a makeup hoarding problem? Tell me what I need!

More Wedding Confessions

I'm finally getting to link up with the wonderful Kathy again! It feels like it's been a million years.

I suck at intros so let's just get to it.

- We set a date. Okay, we set two dates. Our first date happens to be the same weekend of a major festival in our town. Nobody misses Maple Leaf. NOBODY. And so we deicded that it was a bad idea. So that brings us to the date we have now. I will be a Mrs. on October 24, 2015!!!! I'm so excited. Eeep!!!!

- Some people (cough future in-laws) are driving me insane. They keep suggesting that we get married this year. Not suggesting really, more like demanding. No, not gonna happen. LET IT GO! They also keep suggesting other things we should do. I know they're excited, but damn. I'm trying to keep them involved but they have ideas on the opposite side of the spectrum then I do.

- Invitations are stupid. I don't care about the font or the other shit that has to go in them. Little details aren't my thing. Who has the time or energy to care about font? Or all the little cards that need to go inside them. And more than one envelope? The hell.

this is how I feel about the small things

- My most favorite confession of them all...I said yes to a dress!! It was complete accident. I went to David's Bridal to try and find and get some ideas for bridesmaids dresses and then I saw it. I knew I had to try it on. And when I put it on, I felt like the prettiest princess in all the land. I wanted to wear it every where and never take it off. I totally want to show you a picture but I can't. Because that will be when Blake decides to read this here blog!

- My first assisstant at DB sucked majorly. Apparently she didn't think I was being serious because she didn't keep any of the information she had for me. She didn't tighten the dress all the way up so I could see what it would truly look like. She also told me that they didn't have blush as a color option for other dresses. She was a lying bitch. I'm not disappointed though. Because when I went back later that night to buy it, I had a wonderful girl helping me who made me feel insanely special.

Are you tired of wedding talk yet? I hope not! Any stories about shop girls who were bitches for no reason? Let me hear em!

Wedding Confessions

Ahhh Wednesday. Nice to see you finally get here. It's been a long week. Since I've hardly blogged, I figured today would be the day to actually have some substance of some sort. And it's Wednesday so I'm linking up with Cathy. Duh

These confessions will be about weddings and whatnot today. I'm trying really hard not to talk about it too much but it's so hard not to.

- I don't get how people plan weddings. I'm serious. How do you even know where to start?

- I just want to wake up and have it all planned out for me just the way I like it. I'm too indecisive for all of this.

- This sounds selfish and bratty but I don't really care. I want our wedding to be what the ideal wedding of my dreams looks like, because I'm only doing this once. And I don't think that's it's actually possible to pull it off. I don't want it to be extravagant by any means but dammit, I want an elegant, classy affair. That is, until our friends get wasted and turn back into pumpkins their normal selves.

- I really just want to go dress shopping already. I'm the person who's planned their wedding for years and years. The dress will be beautiful. I haven't even attempted to shed some of my extra baggage I'm carrying around so I know it's not wise. Plus, we haven't even set a date so buying a dress right now would be silly.

And I'm also gonna link up with Amanda and Danae because Blake said the stupidest thing to me the other night.

I finally got him to talk about our wedding. And I started where one should obviously. I asked him what he thought our budget should be. He said relatively cheap. Well that's no help. So I said "what's relatively cheap to you because it might be different to me?" His reply....$2000. Yup, my lovely finace said he wants our wedding to be no more than $2000. Cue instant bratty attitude from me trying to explain to him how much we would have to spend on certain things if we had that budget. Like the fact that his tux could only cost $12. Or that, we only had $20 to spend on our rings. Lord help me. We may not be married for awhile.

- One more confession, if he sticks to this, we might just elope. Unfortunately. 

Do The Humpty Hump

- I made homemade alfredo sauce on Monday night and it was DELICIOUS! Way better than OG's! However, I failed at the chicken part. We were going to have chicken alfredo but I was nervous about making two things at once that I've never made before. So...I decided to buy some pre-cooked, frozen grilled chicken strips made by Tyson. NOPE. Never again. They were terrible. So I threw the chicken away and we had rotini alfredo. And it was god's gift to me. Now, I need a good chicken recipe.

- I got a bag of gummy bears for Easter. They were good. They were so good that Monday night Trixie comes and stands in front of me and proceeds to barf them up all over the floor. Yup, she ate my entire bag and then hid it. And then got sick and made me clean it up. On the bright side, it smelled like gummy bears.

- I have too many clothes. I keep decluttering my closet but when I catch up on laundry it just seems like there's more than what I gave away. And I actually wear the stuff I'm keeping!

- My dad and stepmom have paid my cellphone bill for I don't know how many years. And they will continue to do so. Until Friday. I took the leap and I will have my very own big girl plan. This could get interesting!

- I almost started fb drama last night but decided against it. But the girl totally deserved it. She's a religious hypocrite. Which to me is the worst kind. I mean, look at what she posted! And that's not even all of it. Last week was something worse. I don't mind religion my feed. To each their own. However, to call people out like that, that's just plain rude. I don't even know why this girl has friends. Instead of commenting a scripture about how we aren't supposed to judge, I just deleted her. Look at me, growing up and shit. *names and pictures aren't shown to protect the asshole*

- I only have four confessions because I'm a damn boring person. Somebody wanna come hangout??

See you tomorrow cupcakes. Lots of love.

Loving + Loathing Confessions

Today's the day to link up with Kathy and I have a whole bunch of stuff to get off my chest.

Loving

- Blake cut his hair into a faux hawk and it's hot as hell. I looooove it. Unfortunately, I have no pictures of said hair cut. Sad face.

- In just over 8 weeks I'll be headed down to Dallas to see Mr. George Strait play his last show. There are 10 opening acts which include Kenny, Miranda, and Eric Church. To say I'm pumped is an understatement!

- Last week I spent an hour on my laptop with 5 tabs open, my iPad tab open, and my phone's safari tab open waiting to get tickets to the ACM awards for next year in Dallas. And I got them!!!!!!!! Myself, my wife, Blake, my aunt, and our friend Kyla will be there! I still can't believe how excited I am. Did I mention it's over a year away? Not fair!

- Every pair of socks I own is now clean and put away. And that's a shit ton of socks. If I were a rich girl, I'd never have to wear the same pair twice. New socks are the best socks.

- I got my new bed set. I adore it. And I don't ever want to sleep anywhere else ever again. I promise I'll do a post about it soon. I highly recommend getting this for all of you lovely ladies who said you wanted it!

- I found a shirt that I didn't even remember I had yesterday. I left a lot of my clothes in the laundry room hanging up for awhile. And I mean awhile. I grabbed them all yesterday and started to hang them up when I came across a shirt that I recognized but didn't. I figured out that it was mine. It's like going shopping without spending money. That's #winning right?

- I got asked if I was 16 this morning while waiting at the bus stop with Teagan. I mean, I'll take it. 16 was 7 long years ago. But I wouldn't want to go back.

Loathing
- I cracked, no shattered, the screen on my phone on Thursday. My heart hurts every time I look at it. I know that I could have it replaced with insurance but I don't have the money and I'm getting a new phone soon. Hopefully next week. But still, no iPhone should ever have to live with a shattered screen. Pretty soon I'm going to look like the guy from the commercials who had band aids all over his hands from trying to use his phone.

- Blake cut said faux hawk off last night. =(((( He said he only planned on keeping it for a week. I just loved it so much. He better plan on doing it again. 

- No matter how much laundry I do, there still seems to be piles of it all over my room. I just don't understand. Maybe I should do laundry naked next time.

- I have to work today. For some reason I'm dreading it. 

- I'm stuck in a rut. I'm having one of those weeks where I'm all like "where do I go from here??". There are so many options and I hate decisions. School? New job? What do I do?

- This weather....it sucks. Friday and Saturday were beautiful days with blue skies and warm weather. Then Sunday comes in and turns us into rain. And then there was Monday with her god awful snow. SNOW IN APRIL! Are you fucking serious?? 

- I was trying to do a no spend month. I'm terrible at it. On the first day I was buying stuff. Maybe next month I can try again. I really need to save a little bit. I lost $200 last week somehow. It sucks.

That's it for today. Catch ya on the flip side!

32 Pieces of Happy

I'm late to the party (what a surprise) but I thought that I would join Erin for 32 things that make me happy. Ya know, because after the week I had last week I think it's appropriate! Here we go. These are in no particular order.

1. All the puppies and kitties but this one the most. I mean look at that. I get all the snuggles.

2. Family reading this...this could get inappropriate buttttt.....the fact that after four and a half years I have a man that still thinks I'm the sexiest thing ever and would jump at a chance to see me naked and get  a little lovin.

3. The family I have. I don't know where I'd be without them.

4. My hoodie. Does that surprise anybody?

5. Going to concerts. I love the shit out of them. And they're even better with my concert people. And when you get to shake hands with Luke and Keith.

6. Country music. I know that a lot of people don't consider the current stream of country music as country, but I do. I love it all. Old, new, except for T. Swift. She isn't country, get her off my damn radio.

7. This guy. And all his butt shaking glory.

8. Freshly clean laundry that I put on after I get my body all fresh and so clean clean. It's the best feeling!

9. New clothes. What girl doesn't love new clothes?

10. A good old fashioned thunder storm. If only they would last longer!

11. Taco Bell. Always and forever. We're besties.

12.  This little lady.

13. New bed stuff! Which I love mine by the way. I totally need to post about it.

14. When clearance is on additional clearance and you don't know it. I feel like I win at shopping on those days.

15. Online shopping. I mean I get to sit in the comfort of my own home sans pants and people bothering me. Win.

16. The first day of Spring where it's warm enough to put the sunroof back and the windows down. Yes.

17. The first Fall day where I can actually wear my boots and scarves and not sweat to death.

18. Good mail days. Where I get packages and letters, not bills.

19. The holiday season. I mean, how can that not make people super happy!

20. A good hair day. Like this one

21. When the Cowboys win a game. And the cheifs lose. lol.

22. Getting my hair done. I mean who doesn't love to look hot!

23. Pictures.

24. Girl's nights out or at home.

25. When my makeup looks just right.

26. Office supplies. Especially pens, notebooks, and planners. I die. I can't get enough.

27. Random acts of kindness.

28. Making everybody laugh. Laughter is the best medicine ya know.

29. Glitter and sparkles and sequins. They make my heart burst.

30. When the DVR hasn't been watched and all the good shows are waiting for me.

31. Finding new blogs to read that are just perfect.

32. Good tips at work.

What makes you happy? Link up with Erin!

Read With Caution

Oh my god yesterday was my first day off in two weeks where I did absolutely nothing. Literally, I ate, practiced shooting Blake's new bb gun, ate some more, and hung out with my loves. There were no chores, there was no blogging. Nothing strenuous happened yesterday and I love it. I need another one like that please!

Anyway, I was going to tell you all how wonderful my daughter's party was and show you some interesting pictures, buttttt I remembered that today is the day to link up with Amanda and Danae and tell you some of the stupid shit my loving boyfriend says.

Just a warning, it may get a little sexual in here today. Mom, Dad, Family, don't say I didn't warn you. Lovely blog friends, if you're offended easily, I'm surprised you're still here.

First, a little back story. Blake is a perv. A stage 5 perv. Anything you say can and will be turned around to make it sexual. If I say I'm hungry, he replies "I have something you can eat."....etc. everything.That's about the tamest one so I won't tell you anymore. I've gotten a little better and can now say a sentence without him turning it around at least once a day. No more though. I'm not that good.

Anyway...a couple of months ago I was sick and I really wanted some miso soup from Japanese Steakhouse. It's all that sounded good. I went to our local Chinese restaurants hoping to find some but I had no luck. So I text Blake something about how he should get me some miso soup after he got off work. He lives 10 minutes away from said restuarant. And this is the reply I got.

*i'm in green. I had to steal it off of my instagram. Sorry.

Yup, that seemingly sweet charming man is really a perverted man-boy. All the more reason to love him I guess. 

Damn He's Fine

First of all, thank you to all you lovelies who commented on yesterday's post. I really didn't want to post it but after I did I felt a little bit better. Sometimes you just have to put it out there. I've always said I'd be honest and real about my life. And lately I was writing a whole bunch of fluff to avoid writing about what was really going on in my life. I just couldn't do it anymore. And while my problems are still there, I feel better.

Anywhoodles, I'm going to confess some more shit. But it might be a little easier to read for you.

- Blake broke the remote to the tv/dvr on Friday night. We went all weekend long without a remote but believe me, we went out and bought one on Monday. We have Dish Network and I knew that they sold those remotes. FOR 30 FREAKING DOLLARS. So we got a cheap one. And I hate it. So I'm saving up to buy a remote like our old one. Is that pathetic?

- I never listened to 30 Seconds to Mars unless they were on the radio, however Jared Leto is so fucking sexy. Serioulsy he has the best hair, he loves his momma, and did I mention he has the best hair? Oh and he makes a pretty girl. I need to watch Dallas Buyer's Club now. And he celebrates an Oscar win with what other than Subway!

- I've started to watch a new show. OK, two of them. both are HBO shows. Because when you don't have a remote, you have to stand up at the dvr box and push all the buttons so it's easier to turn on the x-box and watch some HBO Go. Six Feet Under is weird but hilarious. And True Detective. I'm not so sure about that one.

- Teagan's birthday party is Saturday and I'm kind of excited but kind of not. I mean she's gonna be 6 next week. Eeeep. Six! And really, who wants to spend 2 hours with 15 other 6 year olds that aren't yours?? Not I said the cat.

That's it today. Not really deep seated confessions but I think I went pretty deep yesterday. See ya tomorrow.

A Good Week

Happy Friday cupcakes! How much better could this week be? I mean it's Friday already. That went by super fast. I hope everybody had a good week.

It's time to give love to 5 things today.

1. I've been 23 for a week and so far so good! I know I haven't talked about my birthday yet, but I plan on it next week. I think 23 and I will get along just great.

2. It was a short and easy work week for me. I had Tuesday off, had to call in Wednesday because the kiddo was sick, worked yeterday, I work tonight, I'm off tomorrow, and I only work sunday morning! I just put my schedule on the internet so if you're stalking me, I made it easier for you. =) Easy weeks are the best. But for real, next week I need to work every shift and probably pick up a few others. I need to get back on that work flow.

3. I'm hosting a baby shower tomorrow. So I went and bought all the gifts and stuff last night. Dear lawwwwd. I love baby stuff. I bought way too much stuff. But I always have to get something sentimental, something they want, a blankie, and an outfit. It's like a requirement in my brain. I love shopping for babies.

4. I started taking my thyroid medicine again (long story for another day) and I'm starting to feel a little bit better. It's bs that I have to take a pill and shit can't function on its own but ya gotta do what ya gotta do. I can actually wake up in the morning. But I feel like I have to be in bed by 9. Hopefully it works itself out.

5. I'm paying off my credit cards today!!!!!!!!! I had to save the best for last. I'm so pumped about it. I haven't had either one of them completely paid off since I've gotten them. It's going to be so much easier for me at the end of the month when the bills come and I don't have to pay them. I'm ready to start saving more, and having a little bit more to splurge with too.

I love him.

That's it kids. Have a fab weekend!

It's a Little Late

So I haven't been here all week. Oops. I thought about it all week long but I was tired and my laptop was at Blake's. Where I hadn't been all week. #bloggerfail

I really just hastagged in my blog. What is wrong with me?

Anyway....I saw that Holly was having link up having to do with the kind of girl you are and of course I have to play along - late, like everything I do is.

Here we go


I'm the kind of girl...

- that doesn't know what kind of girl she is. I always think back to Juno when I hear somebody say "...kind of girl". She told her dad she didn't know what kind of girl she was yet. And it resonated with me. Because I don't know either. After 23 years I don't have this shit figured out.

- that loves a schedule but can't follow one to save my soul. It would make my life so much easier but I just can't get with it.

- that procrastinates way to much. I ALWAYS have good intentions about getting stuff done. It just never works. I always read my emails and plan to reply right back to them - later. And then I never do it. Love me through it please! I promise you'll get a reply soon.

- that loves to go to bed at 9 at nine regardless of what day of the week it is. It's the old lady in me.

- that can't make a decision if my life depended on it. I'm trying to make two major decisions right now and I just can't. I get anxiety and all upset from decision making. Maybe I need a life coach?

- that would rescue all the dogs and cats if I had room. When I go to Petsmart, I have to pet each animal so that they all feel like somebody loves them. I have to. I don't care how long it takes. It gets done. And I always want to bring them all home.

- that can't figure out how to take a decent selfie so I always have to make a stupid face. They look better than my smile. What can I do?

- that loves a freshly made bed. It's the best thing to crawl into at night. I love it!

- who always be a little bit sassy, classy, and smart assy. Even if it drives people insane.

- who will wear her pjs out in public too much and feel guilty about it, but not guilty enough to change my ways.


See ya tomorrow cupcakes!

Twenty Three

Happy Valentine's Day cupcakes. I hope you spend it with the people you love the most. Because that's what it's all about...LOVE!

And me. Yeah remember... It's my birthday today!

I don't have a lot planned but it's already been a great day. We're gonna have a nice family dinner tonight and I can't wait. Tomorrow are for the shenanigans!

It's also this girl's birthday

One of my favorite ladies in blogland. And somebody that I consider a great friend. 

So Jordan, have the happiest birthday yet. =) 

Make sure to stop by and tell her happy day! 

I'm off  to take a nap because well...it's my birthday and I can! 

But before I go...

linking up with Whit.

We Work

Occasionally people come along in your life and for some reason they just work. Ok, there isn't really a "some" reason. And today Taylor and Bon decided they would do a link up discussing why you and your (insert name of person here) work so well together. You're supposed to pick one person or thing or whatever but I picked a couple. Here we go!

Blake and I work for two reasons in particular. The first being that we both are lazy asses who love to watch tv. Seriously I wish there was a place for us to go watch tv for a date because we'd do it. We watch so many shows together. And when one of us is watching a show the other doesn't want to...we either tune it our or suck it up buttercup! Secondly, we work because he can tell me no. Any other guy I've dated wouldn't tell me no. I hate being told no, but at the same time I need it. And so does he. He's not really been told no much either, but I don't always take his shit either. That's why we work, because we give each other shit but we don't take shit either. It's kind of oxymoronic but it works. And we just love each other. I mean duh!

I mean, look at those smiles. And we like to drink together.

Then there's the wife. We work because we don't like people. I know that sounds terrible, but most people get on my nerves. And she feels the same way. But for some reason, we don't rub each other the wrong way. She can spill her guts and say whatever is on her mind. And I can do the same. We don't even have to talk, we can just sit with each other and be on our phones and be fine with just the company. And we can sleep in the same bed. That's what wives are for. We work because we're both willing to listen. I believe that's what it boils down to.

I love this picture of us.

And that's all the love I can share for today. I have to save my love for myself for tomorrow cuz ya know it's my BIRTHDAY! Woot woot. 

Tired of being Tired

Happy Wednesday my loves.

Since it's Wednesday we're gonna get right to it.

- My baby is growing up. She lost her first tooth yesterday. Like literally, it fell out and then she lost it. It's floating around my living room somewhere and I can't find it. I haven't seen it yet because of course I was doing that work thang until 11 last night. But the tooth fairy still came because she was excited to hand out money.

- I've been too tired. I don't know what's going on but I can't wake up refreshed for the life of me. I'm tired of being tired and I want to feel normal again. I'm like a zombie and it's scaring me. Get up super tired, go to work super tired, be cranky, get off work, fall asleep as soon as I sit down. Same thing, different day. I'm sure my family would like to see me for a bit before I fall comatose.

- I've become a 2-3 day a week poster and I hate it. But until I can get myself on a schedule I just have to deal with it. I hate having real things to do like work. I just want to sit behind a computer all day and come here and to your blogs. When will it happen?!?

- I lost a follower and I'm sad about it. I mean, I know it happens but it still sucks.

- My birthday is Friday!!!! I'm super excited but super not. 23 just kind of needs to be better than 22. But I don't want to put that kind of pressure on it. What to do? What to do?

That's all I've got today. Tomorrow I'll try and be here and be better. Love you cupcakes!

I Almost Died

Hey girl hey!

Do you remember me? I sure as hell almost don't and I forgive you if you don't either. Last week was a bad week for me. I plan on talking about it later this week.

I decided that I would confess somethings to your pretty little faces. Linking up with Kathy because duh!

- Friday night I went to see my main man Luke in OK City. It was a fucking blast.

- I had VIP tickets to see him which got me in to a preshow party lounge with free food. Oh, but that's not all. It also gave me a chance to see a 2 song acoustic set by Luke. Kids, I was in heaven. 

- I got really really super drunk on Friday. Like I ate a chicken quesadilla from my love Taco Bell, in under two minutes. Normally, I can't finish one of them. Ooops. It was all in good fun though.

- Drunk Chloe came out and wanted to pee outside. But nobody would let her. She was disappointed. But her vajay probably would have frozen and fallen off. I can guarantee it.

- Everytime I leave OK, I leave a little bit of heart there. Someday, I don't know if I will have any heart left to leave!

I'm saving the very best confession for last...... are you dying to know what it is?

- I shook Luke Bryan's hand!!!!!!! And then I had a slight panic attack. lol. My chest started to get tight, I couldn't breathe, and there were tears. Happy tears of course. Luke has huge hands. Just let that sink in.

It's not a great picture but I really was focusing on shaking his hand. Not the pic!

Should I Really Be Sharing This?

It's Wednesday...and we all know what that means. It's humpday. Also it's my weekend. Woot woot.

But most importantly...it's time to confess with Kathy. Duh. I feel like I'm Catholic when I say I'm here to confess. Forgive me kids...but I have sinned.

- I confess... I'm writing this from my bed because I'm too lazy to get out of it. I mean once I actually get up I have  A LOT to do today. I just wanna lay in my bed with my little puppy forever.

I feel the same way kitty.

- I confess... I got my car back and it's broken again. Seriously I got it back yesterday and I went to open the driver side door and I couldn't. See last January I broke the door handle off in an ice storm. Oops. Well, there was still a little part that was attached that I could pull on to open the door. The fucking fuckface that is a the tow truck guy pulled it off for some reason or another. It wasn't even lose or close to coming out. I will NEVER use that towing company again. He got back in my car after he got it to the shop, and he didn't need to. Then he proceeded to lock the keys in the car and just drop it off in the parking lot. He didn't tell the guys it was there or anything. I had a feeling I should have followed him and I wish I would have. If he couldn't have figured out how to open it, go to the OTHER FUCKING SIDE that works just fine and open the damn door. I'm bitter about it if you can't tell. Now I have to drive the swaggin wagon longer.

- I confess... I hardly ever listen to pop music anymore but I do when the commercials come on my country radio station. But I was listening to it just now and some song came on about putting your hands in my the holes in my sweater. The fuck? Why would you have holes in your sweater? I mean, i don't want a holy sweater. I'm wearing that shit to stay warm. See why I don't like pop music? It doesn't make since.

except for Kesha...I love her.

- I confess... I'm obbsessed with farming. Like I have a game on my phone called Hay Day it's like Farmville but not. I spend countless hours trying to take care of this stupid farm. It's embarrassing.

- I confess... I'm off to a business expo today! I don't know if you've ever been to one but you get all kinds of free swag. What's better than that? If you have local business expos I highly suggest you go. I get so excited for ours.

my reaction to free stuff

That's all I've got today my loves. I'll see you tomorrow. Hopefully with something a little more exciting to say. No promises.